Well I love Zayn and I need to find a way to meet him. 

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OHMYGOD GUYS 

did you know what crank meant?

LIKE WHAT

it’s a crying wank

GOOD LORD 

Sometimes I feel really pretty and confident and then someone looks at me a certain way and I just want to crawl in a hole and not eat for days. 

I’m going to ruin any relationship I’m in when the person tells me they love me. I don’t know. I’m really fragile and sensitive when it comes to stuff like that. You can’t just say that to me. I’m going to freak out and say something like I love photography. Or I’ll just ran away as fast as possible. 

I’m trying to work on it. I just.. I’m really fucked up! okay? 

I’m so exhausted and I really need to sleep but like I found a charger so I can stay on my laptop but I think I’m just going to turn a show on and I’ll pass out hopefully. 

I feel really bad for Alex. Like this kid and I were going to go on a date and then I lost my phone so we couldn’t make it for real and I have no other way to contact him like AT ALL and he probably thinks I’m just done with him. But he was actually super sweet and I feel so horrible. 

if ANYONE loves me they will come and cuddle with me right now. 

Let me have you.. let me have your body and soul. All of your bumps and bruises. All of your pain and emotions. All of your soft skin and warm smiles, all of your happy thoughts and big dreams. Let me have you and all of you. 

I’m so tired and I have work tomorrow so I want to sleep but like my mind is running a million miles a minute and I’ve just been so stressed lately and I’ve been shutting down so I want to think and work through some stuff while I can but ugh sleep. 

Alright look. I need a person to play with my hair and hold my hand when I’m driving. Any takers? I’ll feed you!

This is what I live with.